And so I found the fear…

Saturday 22nd August 2026. I am writing this during a blissful trip to Lymington in the New Forest. Staying with Marea, my client-turned friend-turned Grandmother figure, and her husband, who are both taking care of me and making me feel like a treasured guest. I’m incredibly grateful for this moment of pause- stillness and celebration after spending the first part of the year pouring my mind, body, heart, and soul into my business, Mystic Hearts, and now reaping the rewards.

I suppose I feel a little shocked by my own growth and success at the moment, it hasn’t quite landed and doesn’t feel real yet. When I was telling Marea about my 8-week training course: Embody Your Magick, and witnessing how impressed/amazed she is by it, felt surreal. It feels like I’m talking about someone else.

I feel excited to get settled in to this new skin of success and believing in myself. I had a moment of epiphany yesterday on a visit to Setley Ridge where there is an ancient and mysterious barrow in amongst the heathland.

Upon sitting on the Earth and looking up at the clouds it dawned on me that the reason why I tend to worry about things going wrong in my business, not having enough money, and generally failing at life, is because I am deeply afraid that money and security will abandon me, just like my Father did.

And so I found the fear.

The real question is… What am I going to do about it?

Love & blessings,

Chloe xo